Things happen over and over again.
I let people down over and over again.
I hurt myself emotionally over and over again!
Sometimes you can't change how you feel for someone. No matter how hard you try. Steven and I have been through so much over the past two years. He's part of my family now even if he doesn't want to be ;)
Family is all I need at the moment - yeah I need friends other than the boys, but to be honest I don't want any. Yeah I get slightly ignored and bored down the astro most of the time, but others it can be funny. I do my own thing, control my own life, do what I want to.
Some people might say that I control Steven's life. I don't think I do. I hope I don't. And I hope he agrees with me. I let him do what he wants to do and he lets me do what I want to do. We're together, and do our own things all the time too.
I don't talk about Steven that much in life. I talk more about him on here than I do to other people. I can't really talk to anyone because no-one really cares.
Only a short one today - tired and wrote one yesterday too...
Just because you miss someone doesn't mean you ignore others around you.
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